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I have a fancy for the site Post Secret.I find what people say somewhat comforting. Comforting that I may not be the only one who has something similar hidden deep down inside. Or even maybe that some point in my life a situation like one they had will happen, than I can look back and think I am not the only one.



I honestly do not harbor that many secrets. The ones I do hold are ones mostly ones about my emotions and some feelings; mostly the feelings about myself, life and certain fears.



I am sure some day I will be able to share those secrets with someone but, relationships/friendships have made me skittish. Due to the fact when I have gotten as close as I have to certain people, I have been racked over the coals.



I wouldn’t say that I am not open to a lot of questions about myself but, that is as far as I really discuss. One day I’ll be able to let my secrets float amongst the wind. Now is not that time.



Some of the secrets I’ve read make me giggle to myself. Other’s make me cringe. I guess we all have some things we are not proud to share, or ashamed to admit.



When I was younger I had kept the nice part of me a secret. I was tough. I had the worst attitude. I acted like I didn’t care, when actually all I did was care. I started to reveal that secret. I shed the hardness, coldness that life added to me. For quite awhile I lost that persona of being “the cold tough girl”. Now I am afraid I will start to repress my opening secret again, due to the certain situation I was faced with.



I am struggling with it. I am not letting that secret sink back down in. I am facing that fear of letting the secret out fully; fully meaning caring with caution.



Just because I might be being nicer doesn’t mean I won’t hesitate to tear someone to shreds. :winks:



Everyone has secrets. That’s okay.

Maybe some day I’ll be brave enough to send one of mine into Post Secret. I am not that brave at the moment.



I do have one secret I am considering sharing.



Right now I …….. On second thought maybe not.



::giggles::



That one I’ll just keep to myself.



:sly grin:

I am tired both physically and mentally.



I think I am so tired physically because of being mentally exhausted.



When things are thrown at you in life you can barely absorb, it's hard to deal with them.



Throw a couple drastic things in at one time and you a complete mess.



I guess you never really know people until you think you can fully trust them. At that point you either get the real friend or the friend that would steal your soul if it'd come unattached.



Karma is a bitch. So is the feeling of guilt.



I need sleep.

I love people that fucking steal from you.



Act like they didn't.





They come get their shit with an escort. And ask for shit that you don't have.



But of course have put you in the hole by using all your shit when you didn't even KNOW. Even open up cards in your name.



Fucking Beautiful.

Reasons why yahoo has the rep for being the messenger of Pervs.











randomman816: hi

randomman816: may i ask u something

Moonie: okay

randomman816: suppose u are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me" what would u do?

Moonie: I'd probably smash it against the wall.

randomman816: ouch any warning first

Moonie: Nope

Moonie: Then walk out and tell him to have a pleasant day.

randomman816: and when you say have a pleasent day youd use your sweet innocent tone of voice right?

randomman816: i figured youd burn his penis with the cigarette

Moonie: Exactly, and no I wouldn't want to waste a perfectly good smoke.

randomman816: you do have a evil side dont you

Moonie: More then people think.

randomman816: now when you say youd "smash it" i assume youd just calmly and innocently take your foot and smash his unsuspecting penis into the wall?

Moonie: No, more than likely with my hand. By standing up it could cause the person to move. I wouldn't want that.

randomman816: just make a fist and smash it?

Moonie: Yip

randomman816: omg that would leave a mark

Moonie: Something to remember me by.

randomman816: like how would you do it exactly

Moonie: I'd ball up my fist, smash it against the wall, stand up, walk out tell him to have a pleasant day, and throw my smoke in the sink as I left.

randomman816: he yells aauughhhh fuck that hurt

Moonie: I laugh before the door shut.

randomman816: but he cant even see it coming nor can would he be able to defend against it

Moonie: Lifes a bitch.

randomman816: says u did this on purpose

Moonie: I wouldn't care. I would have already been gone.

randomman816: so tell me..why would you say have a pleasent day after you just smashed his penis

Moonie: After that he'd better hope his day got better and not worse.

randomman816: and no warning what so ever

Moonie: Nope

randomman816: but if you said something he might take your warning and sinmply leave know what im saying

Moonie: That wouldn't of gave me any satisfaction.

randomman816: and using the cigarette wouldnt even enter your mind

Moonie: It would have been a waste of a perfectly good smoke.

randomman816: gotta put it out sometime right

Moonie: After the satisfaction of smashing it against the wall, I'd treat myself to another puff before I left.

randomman816: so let me guess you notice this penis poking out at you..you glance down at it then smile and smash it

Moonie: Yip

randomman816: thats just soo wrong

randomman816: you know thats NOT the surprise he was looking for

Moonie: Yes but it would give me undue satisfaction, which would be all that mattered to me.

randomman816: ok list 6 other ways u could his penis using just your body as a weapon in that situation

Moonie: That would be the only thing I would do. Thre would be no other ways.

randomman816: you wouldnt consider like a vicious pinch on the tip or something like that

Moonie: Nope





And if you are asking yourself," Damn is she that evil?", the answer is yes. :)

I bought Pirates of the Caribbean yesterday. I finally watched it today. it is AMAZING in surround sound.



I also died my hair.



I MISSED on dam spot on the side of my head.



It never fails.

Does anyone else ever get creeped out by those Match.com ads or the True.com ads.



The ones where it looks like someone is on a cam. Then they are talking to you.



DUDE I swear some of them get so close to the cam it's like they are in my bubble.



Then I sit there and watch it just because They are so retarded.



::twitch twitch:::

Books have always been a favorite of mine. I can remember reading and getting so lost I'd forget where I was.



I find myself reading more. Basically to abandon the world, it's burden and the harmful lesson. By getting lost in a book you can take on the role of someone else. You can have these amazing talents for just a brief moment in your life. You can solve crimes, save the world and travel abroad with just a few flips of a page.





The most important thing, when you're lost in a book, no one can harm you. The emotional burdens you face melt away. But then again, there is always that one part whick touches a spot. Then the emotions tend to flow.



Without books I would lose my sanity. With them, I just get lost within my sanity.

ivy24



01:42:46

Apr 01 2007

Hi im a guy and i have a girl friend and both of us are bi and i want to know a spell for shapshifting. I want a spell to turn me into a girl or vice versa. Please help.



From:

ivy24



01:45:06

Apr 01 2007











ohh and the reason im asking you is becuase one of my cursed freinds who happens to turn into a girl around 3:00 am and he said your smart in spells casting. Funny thing is he is stright.







So I said....



What you do is:



Both of you mix earth ( mother earth) and milk ( milk being the nutrience from mother to child)



Then Find a live chicken and pluck three feathers out of the hind end.



Snip hair from the gender you want to be





Next you get a BIG Bucket.



Mix the milk, earth, chicken feathers together.



Stand outside underneither a full moon and chant:



Inside to Outside



Outside to in



Mother of Night



Help me tonight





:Chant this 6 times loudly.

FROM: ivan257



Do you know anything about curses becuase iv been cursed by a demon. Well i was playing with a oujia board and there a demon and it cursed me and two other friends. See im a 15 year old guy living in texas and now every day at 3:00 AM I turn into a 16 year old girl and its FREAKY my Brother Kirk turnes into a wolf and my freind Shan turns into a female dog. So plz I NEED HELP!!!





So I wrote:



Yeah I know exactly what to do. You have to FOLLOW these DOWN to the letter. If not then you will disrupt the forces and they will make it even harder to reverse the curse.



First you need to slather yourself in hunny.



Then you need to chant Nothing can harm me... nothing can hurt me.



Then you fill up a tub with MILK and take a 100% milk bath.



Say with the power of Bovine Divine I cast thee evil spirits away!



Then go outside sit indian style on the ground. Cover yourself with the earth of nature.



Then say I release you unto the world



Sit outside for about an hour. Then you should be good to do.



If that doesn't work. Don't call me I'll call you.